Fanfiction

 YoungKwang Fanfic.

  Jealousy

The sun lid out of the window in Kwangmin's bedroom. He heard his alarm clock go off and sat up and rubbed his eyes. He hit the snooze button of his alarm clock and stretched his arms and got up. He looked up at the window and said,

"Yes. Today's gonna be a great day."

It was Boyfriend's photoshoot for their debut album, and he couldn't be more nervous. He went off to shower and brush his teeth. After he came out rubbing his wet hair with a towel, he went into his brother's room. He peeked inside a bit to see his brother's blonde head sticking out of the blanket. He smiled and walked inside. He slowly stepped closer and closer to his brother's bed, planning to scare him to wake up. As soon as he was about to tap his brother's head and say Boo!

Youngmin turned and scared him with a big,

"AH!" And Kwangmin jumped and reacted with a "AH!".

Youngmin was laughing, getting up slowly from the other side of the bed. "I got you didn't I? Haha!" He said as he kept laughing. "You ruined my plan!" Kwangmin said as Youngmin grabbed him wrestled him on the bed. They stopped and they were only a few inches away from each others faces. Kwangmin could feel his face getting warm.

"Ah, well I better go get ready. Don't try to scare me while I'm showering though." Youngmin said with a smile as he left the room.

Kwangmin stared as his brother left, he recently felt this feeling in his chest whenever he got close to his brother. He wondered why.

Kwangmin went back into his room and changed into a T-shirt with a jacket and some jeans. He went into the living room to find his Umma finishing up making breakfast. Youngmin just finished showering and they ate breakfast together. They finished up and took their things and went out the door. They lived closed to their company, so they would always walk.

"The weather is great today!" Youngmin said as he stretched his arms up in the air. Kwangmin nodded as Youngmin then was touching his hair. Kwangmin looked at him and stepped aside a bit.

"Oh, there was something in your hair." Youngmin said as they casually walked.

"O-oh. Thanks." He said awkwardly and embarrassed.

They walked and talked for a few minutes before they arrived to the company. They walked in and greeted their staff and went up to the practice room to find their members.

"Youngmin!" Minwoo, the maknae yelled and gave him a big hug. Youngmin stepped back and hugged him back.

"Morning Minwoo!" He said cheerfully and let go of Minwoo. Kwangmin stared at Minwoo for a while and wondered, Why does he like my brother so much? N-not that it bothers me..

"Hey, Good morning Kwangmin, Youngmin." Donghyun said as he waved, he was stretching.

"Morning!" Kwangmin said, as he waved to Hyunseong and Jeongmin.

Time passed as their car came to pick them up for their photosoot. Minwoo sat next to Youngmin on the left side, Kwangmin sat on the right side. Minwoo talked alot to Youngmin and linked arms at times. Kwangmin started to look at Minwoo more, he never disliked Minwoo, but he was always so clingy to his brother. That gave him a weird feeling in this chest. They arrived shortly as they got changed into white outfits, they sat around and talked, of course, Minwoo was next to Youngmin. This got Kwangmin really angry for some reason. But then he was saved because Minwoo's name was called. He got up and waved to Youngmin. This is my chance. Wait..for what? Kwangmin shook his head, as he was about to turn away, he heard his brother's voice call his name. He turned to see Youngmin staring at him making a gesture telling him to come. Nervously he walked and sat next to Youngmin.

"We're almost done, then we gotta go practice." Youngmin stated. "Minwoo's the last." He said with a happy sigh.

"Yeah.." Kwangmin said weakly.

"Is something wrong? You've been kinda down lately." Youngmin looked straight into Kwangmin's eyes. Kwangmin was blushing, "N-no. Nothing's wrong." His voice cracked and looked away. Youngmin still stared with serious eyes. He was leaning in forward as everyone announced they were done. Kwangmin stood up and went to go say Thank you to the entire staff.

Youngmin thought, I missed my chance. He stood up and went to go do the same.

They were back in their practice room now, 7pm, they practiced for 3 hours until they got a break. Minwoo's head was near the fan, as Youngmin was patting his sweat with a tissue like the others.

"Everyone good job for today, let's call it a day." Their manger said as she left and went home. Everyone else was leaving, they all waved, as Minwoo hugged Youngmin and then they left. Youngmin and Kwangmin were the only two left. They were packing as Youngmin went up to Kwangmin.

"Hey, so tell me what's wrong. No one's here. You didn't do the best you could in practice today, normally you would." Youngmin said in a serious tone.

"I told you nothing's wrong, trust your brother." Kwangmin said not looking up, just packing his things.

"Stop lying! I'm your brother, I can tell when your not telling the truth, look at me." Youngmin grabbed Kwangmin's arm and they met each other's eyes.

"Tell me now."

"I'm telling the truth nothing's wrong."

Kwangmin pulled his arm away as Youngmin slammed his hands to the wall, trapping Kwangmin in between.

"Tell me now, or else." Youngmin threatened.

"Or else what?" Kwangmin said with a sweat.

Youngmin leaned in, placing his lips aganist Kwangmin's. Kwangmin's face burned, his eyes widened. Youngmin let go and Kwangmin said faintly,

"That's whats wrong.."

  Kwangmin ran for it. He ran out of Youngmin's arms and straight out the door, running as far as he could. He didn't know where he was going, he was just running. A thousand thoughts running through his head.

Why did he kiss me? Does he like me? Do I.. love him more than a brother?

He gradually stopped running and stopped, looking down at the floor.

I..I do love him m- His thought was cut off as he heard his voice being called. He looked around and saw that it was Donghyun. He ran up to him and asked,

"Why were you running? Where's Youngmin?" He said trying to catch his breath.

"Oh..it's nothing really." Kwangmin said looking away.

"Aren't you going to go home?"

I can't face him right now.. Kwangmin thought,

"Actually, would you mind if I stayed at your place just for today?"

"Hm? I don't mind but why?"

"I got into a.."fight" with Youngmin."

"Well you should make up, we have teaser filming tommorrow. Come on."

Kwangmin followed Donghyun to his house. It was neat and small.

"My parents don't come home until late," Donghyun said as he layed his stuff down.

"Same here." Kwangmin said as he sat down and sighed.

"I'm gonna go take a shower." Donghyun said as he stretched his arms.

"Alright."

Donghyun secretly took his phone, and texted Youngmin that Kwangmin was here. He knew Youngmin would get worried if he didn't come home tonight.

Donghyun finished his shower then offered something to eat. Kwangmin didn't feel like eating anything, he just thought about what happened at the practice room. He stared and stared at the table until Donghyun spoke up.

"If your tired you can sleep you know, we have a guest bedroom over there."

Kwangmin just stared, he couldn't hear too mesmorized by the thought of the kiss. Donghyun grabbed his shoulders.

"Kwangmin! Jo Kwangmin! Are you awake?" He shoke him until Kwangmin gained his senses. He was suprisied at how close Donghyun was to his face he fell back, Donghyun falling with him.

They couldn't hear it, but there was knocking at the door. The door opened. Youngmin standing right there, Kwangmin laying on the floor, Donghyun on top of him.

"What's going on here?" Youngmin said in a serious tone.

"Youngmin! We just fe-" trying to explain, Youngmin pulled Kwangmin's arm and dragged him out, taking him home.

"Well that went well." Donghyun got up and went to bed.

Youngmin was still dragging Kwangmin by his arm, he didn't know how to react to him. He dragged him all the way home, of course, their parents weren't there yet.

"L-let go of my ar-" Youngmin dragged Kwangmin onto his bed, Kwangmin on the bottom, Youngmin on top.

"What were you doing with Donghyun?" His deep voice made Kwangmin nervous.

"I-I was just going to stay o-over there for today.." Kwangmin said looking away.

"Why? And what were you doing on the floor with Donghyun on top of you!?"

For some reason, Kwangmin couldn't take it anymore.

"Why? Why does it matter to you? It's not your business!" Kwangmin tried to get off the bed, but Youngmin wouldn't let him.

"It matters because I'm your brother."

"Brothers don't always have to tell each other their business!"

"Yes they do. If they love you like this."

Youngmin leaned down as he kissed Kwangmin gently. Kwangmin was shocked again.

H-he does love me like this. He didn't know what to do, his feelings were tight in his chest again. Youngmin held Kwangmin's hand as they kept kissing. Kwangmin was flushed when Youngmin let go. But then he ran. Kwangmin pushed Youngmin and ran to his room. He locked the door then layed on his bed. He crawled up with his blanket and thought.

Why is my heart beating like this again..He needs to..stop teasing me like this.

With that Kwangmin drew a tear, and fell asleep. Youngmin on the other side of the door,

heard that tear fall too.

The next morning, Kwangmin woke up tired and sluggish. He dragged himself out of bed and that flashback of that kiss kept coming to his head. He tried to not think about it, but how could he not? Youngmin's warm hands holding Kwangmin's cold hands, their lips pressing together. He shook his head. He peaked through his door to see if Youngmin was there. He wasn't. Kwangmin walked carefully and took a shower.

Coming out from a room of steam, Kwangmin looked around. Did Youngmin leave without me? He shrugged but he thought it was better he left without, he didn't want to look at him right now, he'd probably stare at his lips. Kwangmin got dressed and locked the door. He walked quietly to the company and ran into Jeongmin.

"Hey Hyung." Kwangmin waved.

"Hey Kwangmin, seems like your brother left without you." He said looking around.

"Yeah." That flashback kept coming to his mind, he turned red.

"Come on, I think our car just came."

Kwangmin followed Jeongmin to their company building, they saw their staff and members come out of the big doors. Kwangmin saw a blonde head come out of the building.

Youngmin.

He looked at him, but Youngmin didn't look at him, he just went into the car. Kwangmin and Jeongmin sat in the 2nd row while Donghyun was seated in the front seat. Hyunseong, Minwoo and Youngmin sat in the back. Everyone was talking, but the twins. They sat, Youngmin listening to music and Kwangmin staring off into space. Minwoo sometimes would poke Youngmin but he didn't seem to notice. Their members would bother and ask why they were upset, but they didn't tell or look at each other at all.

When they arrived at the teaser shooting, they got dressed and did make up. Youngmin was tired and Kwangmin wasn't as excited about teaser filming as he was a week ago. They all stretched and made sure they had the right moves and timing. The staff then called for them. They all came, the camera-man told them to be careful because they were filming on water. Kwangmin glanced at Youngmin but he didn't turn. Then they started filming.

It was going smoothing until the Twins solo. Youngmin didn't get the timing right with Kwangmin. Kwangmin also felt awkward when he had to "high five" him. They tried and tried but the timing was off. Their choerographer made them try it again on the dry floor, Youngmin still didn't have it. Kwangmin was worried, he usually was on the spot in practice, he wondered, Why can't he get the timing right? He had it before. They decided to take a 10 minute break and let Youngmin cool off and learn the timing. But Youngmin went into their dressing room instead. Kwangmin was bothered. He bit his lip and followed after Youngmin. The other members wondered what was wrong with him.

He slowly opened the door to see Youngmin on the couch, head in his arms.

"Youngmin? Is everything okay?" Kwangmin said nervously but worried.

Youngmin didn't say anything, almost as if he weren't alive. Kwangmin stepped closer and sat next to his brother.

"Do you want me to teach you the timing? Are you too stressed? Or is it just the water?"

Youngmin's voice was soft. "I'm bothered. That's all."

"What's wrong? Do you want some water or something?" Kwangmin started to get up to just a bottle of water when Youngmin's hand caught Kwangmin's wrist. His hand was still warm.

"I don't need water, Kwangmin. I just want.." Youngmin cut his voice off, he sounded embarrassed.

"Iced Water? Tea?"

"You."

Kwangmin heart began to race. It skipped a beat.

"Kwangmin, you ran away last night, again. Tell me, do you love me?"

Kwangmin gulped, he still didn't know his feelings.

"Youngmin, of course I love you."

"Not as a brother. As if I were your boyfriend, as if we were lovers." There was a sad tone in his voice.

Kwangmin paused.

"I don't know."

Youngmin let go of Kwangmin's hand. Then he got up, and wrapped his arms around Kwangmin.

"Youngmin?" Kwangmin blinked twice, his heartbeat speeding up.

"I promise to get the timing right, I will. Kwangmin, I lov-"

The manager called for them.

"Youngmin, Kwangmin! Break is over! Come back over here now."

Youngmin's arms aroung Kwangmin got a bit tighter, but then he let go with a sigh. Kwangmin put his hand on his shoulder, meeting with his eyes.

"Let's both try our hardest, alright?" Kwangmin smiled.

This made Youngmin smile. They walked out together and the members seemed relieved. They started filming again, and they got it. Perfect. They took it a few more times, then they were done. They thanked everyone, and got back in the car. It was around 6pm, when the manager had an announcment.

"Boyfriend, you guys will be moving into a Dorm in 2 days."

Everyone was suprised and happy. Minwoo was thrilled.

"I want to share a room with Youngmin!" He then linked his arms with Youngmin. Youngmin smiled childishly. For some reason they annoyed Kwangmin. Annoyed him dearly.

When they got back home, they washed up. Kwangmin didn't know who he wanted to share a room with. Jeongmin's pretty nice to me, but so is Donghyun..Hyunseong's a good friend too..Minwoo's has Youngmi- This made him feel sad. Why did he feel sad? It's not like he wanted to share a room with him brother. He lived his whole life with him. He sighed and stepped out of the bathroom. And then he went into his room. He sighed, then decided to go check on Youngmin.

Youngmin was there on his bed, looking at his ceiling. He heard his door move, and looked over to see Kwangmin. He smiled.

"You seem tired." Kwangmin walked in and sat on his bed. Youngmin sat up.

"I am. We recorded like 20 times."

"Well you got it." Kwangmin smiled.

"Only cause you were there." Youngmin said embarrassed.

"It was all that practicing, not me." Kwangmin chuckled.

"I'm gonna go to bed now," Kwangmin slowly got up but then he heard Youngmin's voice.

"Wait- Kwangmin about the dorm thing I-" Kwangmin bit his lip.

"I know, your sharing a room with Minwoo right? You must be happy since you like him, haha." His laugh as fake and it was undeniable.

"Kwangmin, I want to share a room with someone else." Kwangmin was suprised. Youngmin raised an eyebrow.

"Someone that looks just like me but has brown hair." Youngmin smirked. Kwangmin's eyebrows went up.

"Why do you want to share a room with me? We've been living together for all our lives."

"Because, I don't want anything to change, our life style, our relationship, nothing."

"You sound as if your leaving to go to some war." Youngmin laughed then said,

"So will you share a room with me?"

Kwangmin thought, and decided.

"Sure."

Youngmin smiled and in his head he thought, Yes!

"But what about Minwoo?"

"Mmm..He could share a room with Jeongmin, he seems to like him too."

Youngmin said that, but that's not what happened when we got there.

How did it end up like this? Kwangmin wondered. He stared at his bed, there were 3 row of beds. Yes, 3. Of course one was Youngmin's, but his was way on the left side. Kwangmin's bed was on the right side. Guess whose bed was in the middle? Young, brown hair, great dancer, Yep.

Minwoo.

2 hours ago...

"I'm so excited to see our new dorm!" Minwoo happily said in the car. Minwoo glanced over at Youngmin thinking, A room with just Youngmin. My dreams are coming true! He giggled by himself and everyone stared.

"Well," Donghyun said stretching, it was 7am. "We'll figure out who's sharing a room with who when we get there."

Everyone agreed, and they happily took self cameras about what was going on. 20 minutes later the car stopped.

"We're here!" Their manager said, Kwangmin's head turned to see a large building. They all got out of the car and followed their manager. Minwoo was skipping.

"Man, why is Minwoo so excited?" Donghyun asked the others.

"I'm excited too though." Jeongmin said as he went to go happily skip with Minwoo.

The others laughed as they made their way up to the 2nd floor. Their manager stopped at a door, took out a key and opened the door.

The dorm was really nice, it had chestnut wood floors, 3 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, a medium-sized kitchen, and a nice living room. They were all excited. They scattered looking all over the place. They looked everywhere until they came back together to decide who was going to be in what room.

"I'm with Hyunseong!" Jeongmin shouted.

"Alright, haha." Hyunseong willingly said.

"I want to be with Youngmin!!" Minwoo shouted and linked arms with Youngmin.

"I'll be with Kwangmin then, that makes it even right?" Donghyun said.

Kwangmin thought, I thought I was going to share a room with Youngmin..I guess he really doesn't care. Youngmin interupted his thought.

"But I want to be with Kwangmin too." Youngmin smiled and looked at Kwangmin.

Minwoo stared at Kwangmin.

"If you guys want to you guys can share 3 to a room. I'll take a room by myself cause I'm the leader." Donghyun said pointing to himself.

Everyone agreed except Minwoo, his face was less happy then it was when he came here, he wasn't skipping anymore, but he didn't say anything.

They moved a bed into the biggest room and it was set. They were all sharing a room. Everyone started to unpack their stuff, while Minwoo was just sitting on the bed.

"Youngmin which bed are you taking?" Minwoo said quickly.

"I'll take the one here-" Youngmin pointed to the far left one.

"This ones mine then!" Minwoo flopped onto the middle bed, he hoped they since the beds were squished together as if it was one bed, he could sometimes snuggle with him.

"I guess this one's mine." Kwangmin said disappointed.

Youngmin looked at him, then went back to packing. When they all got done packing they met in the living room and thought of having a party on their first night at their dorm. Youngmin offered to go get some snacks, and almost immediatly Minwoo offered to go as well. Youngmin sighed and looked over at Kwangmin, he got up with Minwoo and left.

Kwangmin watched them leave and sighed too. Minwoo was always trying to be with Youngmin, he was getting a bit annoyed. He sighed again.

"What's wrong, Kwangmin? Minwoo clinging to your brother too much?" Hyunseong asked in his usual friendly tone.

"What? No! Why would you think that?" Kwangmin said trying to laugh.

"Because you just watched them leave and sighed twice."

"That's because.....because I'm a bit tired!" Kwangmin didn't actually lie, he was tired.

"Okay whatever you say. Come on, let's go look at my room!" He followed Hyunseong to go see his room.

 

Minwoo linked arms with Youngmin as they walked down the dark rode. Youngmin turned away from Minwoo's face. Minwoo thought, Is he embarrassed? How cute! He giggled silently. Youngmin looked in his way, "Is something wrong?" Minwoo turned,

"Oh no, nothing. Hehe."

They continued to walk and talked about causal things like the dorm, their debut, stuff like that. They made their way to a store which was only 7 minutes away from their dorm. They looked around for snacks, and bought a few. They left the store within 20 minutes. Youngmin had paid for it since he offered.

Walking back on the road, Minwoo wished it was longer. Trying to link his arm again, Youngmin moved his arm purposely, trying to make him stop, but he didn't. He just linked his arm again, he didn't notice he wanted him to stop. Youngmin sighed cause he didn't understand, and then he thought about Kwangmin. Walking with him, being like what he was doing with Minwoo right now. Then he thought, I want to do this kind of stuff with Kwangmin, not Minwoo.. He faked a cough to get his arm away from Minwoo.

"Hyung, are you getting a cold?" Minwoo asked innocently.

"Oh, no, er, maybe."

Minwoo took Youngmin's hand. "Better?" He smiled. Youngmin didn't though, but he faked one. He didn't want the maknae to hate him. Kwangmin turned back, he saw. He saw Youngmin smile at Minwoo for taking his hand. He was too far to see it was fake, he ran back. Ran again. He wanted to stop running. He casually opened the door, but he was out of breath. He told the others that they should be coming soon. They sent him to go see if they were coming. He went into his room, and flopped on his bed. He put his arms on his head.

Why did I have to see that? Now all I'm thinking of is that sight. Minwoo..and Youngmin..they really..really do like each other. Of course, Youngmin would never like me like that..

He thought that, but he lied to himself.

"Hey, we're back." Youngmin and Minwoo walked through the door as the members rushed to get some snacks.

"Where's Kwangmin?" Youngmin looked around and didn't see him. Minwoo couldn't care about anything right now, he thought of confessing to him later today. Donghyun stared at Minwoo with concerned eyes. Donghyun got up, and grabbed Minwoo by the arm. "I need to talk to you for a second." Minwoo followed him into his room. Jeongmin shrugged and opened up a bag of crackers.

"Well, I think Kwangmin's in his room." Hyoseung said snaking on a cracker. Youngmin went over to the room, twisted the knob, and walked in slowly to see Kwangmin sitting on his bed, playing with his phone. Youngmin walked over to the right side.

"What are you doing in here?" Youngmin wondered.

Kwangmin looked up at him and shrugged.

"Nothing. Just checking my phone." Kwangmin clicked random buttons on his phone trying to make it look as if he was doing something when he really wasn't. Youngmin stared at him, he knew he was faking.

"You seem down, did something happen while I was gone?" He was behind Kwangmin's phone trying to meet his eyes.

"No. I'm fine." Kwangmin made sure not to look into his eyes.

"I know something's wrong, now tell me, why don't you tell me anything lately?"

"I tell you everything!" Kwangmin put his phone down and met his eyes. He was nervous and angry.

"Why are you getting so angry? What did I do wrong?" The atmosphere was tense, and they both looked at each other with tense eyes. Kwangmin started to get up,

"Nothing, just forget about it-" Youngmin grabbed Kwangmin's arm.

"Why are you always running? If you have to say something just say it! Is it something I did? Or who else?" Youngmin almost yelled, but Jeongmin and Hyoseung didn't hear.

"Minwoo! That's who! He's always clinging aroung you and hugging you! It's so annoying! I'm your brother not him! I'm sick of watching him link arms with you when I want to!" Kwangmin didn't realize what he said. He wasn't aware the fact that he was, Jealous. Youngmin let go of Kwangmin's arm. "This is what your upset about? Minwoo?" Kwangmin looked down, and nodded slowly. Youngmin shook his head and hugged Kwangmin tightly.

"Stupid, can't you see that I love you more then Minwoo?" Kwangmin didn't say anything he just stood there, in his brother's arms.

"I wanted to share a room with you, alone, but we shouldn't be mean to our members. Minwoo's nice, I like him, but not the way I feel about you Kwangmin." Kwangmin froze, he was so blind. No matter how many times Youngmin said that, Kwangmin just couldn't believe it. Youngmin cupped Kwangmin's face with his hands.

"I love you, Kwangmin." They stared into each other's eyes until Youngmin leaned in and pressed his lips firmly aganist Kwangmin's. Youngmin put his hands around Kwangmin's thin waist, and Kwangmin put his hands on Youngmin's arms. He felt this was wrong, to love his brother this way, but he couldn't help it. Their lips were warm aganist each other's, and Youngmin started to move his mouth more. Kwangmin was startled, as he stepped back and fell on Youngmin's bed. Youngmin got onto of him, and continued to kiss Kwangmin.

Kwangmin put his hands on Youngmin's arms, he felt like they should stop, but he didn't try to push him away. Trying again, Youngmin moved his mouth and a moan escaped from Kwangmin's mouth. Soon they were both moving their mouths, Youngmin russled through Kwangmin's brown hair. Kwangmin then thought, His hands are still warm.

　

Donghyun closed the door behind Minwoo, then turned to face the maknae. "What did you want, Hyung?" Donghyun stepped closer to Minwoo. "Did something happen while you were on a walk with Youngmin? You seemed really happy after you came back." Donghyun stepped closer, then stopped. Minwoo giggled a bit, "Nothing happened Hyung! Is that what you wanted to talk about?"

Donghyun thought, and nodded. "In that case, I'll be going to munch and crackers, let's go." Minwoo walked passed Donghyun going for the door. Donghyun caught Minwoo's arm, Minwoo looked back at Donghyun.

"What's wrong?" Minwoo asked innocently.

"A-ah. Nothing, sorry." Donghyun let go slowly, as they both exited his room.

　

Youngmin deepened the kiss as he held Kwangmin's warm hands. He then let go and suddenly reached under Kwangmin's shirt. Kwangmin was startled, but continued to kiss. Youngmin felt Kwangmin's stomach and soon his chest,

Knock Knock. "Is everything okay in there?"

It was Minwoo's voice. Youngmin and Kwangmin quickly parted from each other's lips and got up. Kwangmin put his shirt down as Youngmin opened the door.

"Yeah we're fine, I was just talking to him, that's all." Youngmin smiled his usual. Minwoo grabbed his arm,

"Let's go eat some snacks!" Youngmin followed Minwoo as they sat down. Kwangmin steadily followed as he thought back about that scene. Youngmin's warm hands going up Kwangmin's shirt, following up his stomach to his bare chest. His heart raced just at the thought of it.

"Kwangmin? Kwangmin you alive?" Jeongmin waved his hand infront of Kwangmins' eyes. He shook his head.

"Oh! Yes?" Youngmin stared at him and laughed. He couldn't help but think he was cute. Everyone laughed as Kwangmin rubbed the back of his head. They ate and played games the whole night and talked about their music video filming. As they night fell, everyone brushed their teeth and went to bed, but there was a light still in one bathroom.

Youngmin knocked on the door, and peeked inside. Kwangmin was there washing his face.

Youngmin smiled, "What are you doing?" He walked inside and stood next to Kwangmin.

"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm washing my face." Kwangmin wiped his face with a towel and put lotion of his face. Youngmin stared at Kwangmin's milky skin. Kwangmin turned to see his brother's big eyes looking at him.

"What?" He stepped back.

"You have something on your face." Youngmin pointed, lying.

Kwangmin rubbed his face when he was about to look into the mirror, Youngmin grabbed his face with one hand and kissed him gently. Kwangmin stepped back as Youngmin smiled.

"Just thought I could kiss you goodnight." Kwangmin smiled and they both went into their room's and closed the door. Minwoo was already in a deep sleep, probably dreaming of Youngmin. They quickly feel asleep, as Donghyun was behind their room door, huffing and trying to catch his breath. He quickly went into his room, and thought,

about what he saw.

Kwangmin slowly awoke to see Youngmin's face staring right at him.

"Youngmin..?" Kwangmin slowly sat up as he rubbed his eyes. Youngmin looked at him. "Everyone else is awake, I thought I'd wake you up."

Kwangmin slowly got up and made his bed a bit. He wobbled when walking, and stumbled right into Youngmin's arms.

"Are you okay? Are you dizzy or sick?" Youngmin said with concerned eyes. Kwangmin took in a deep breath.

"No..I'm fine." Kwangmin tried to stand up, but fell back into his arms. Youngmin then realized. He had faked a cough the other day, but was it actually real? Then he did make out with Kwangmin the next hour after that, he gasped. Youngmin felt his forehead, it was burning.

"Kwangmin! You have a fever!" Youngmin said worried, he quickly helped Kwangmin lay back down on his bed and went off to get a thermometer.

The door opened, but it wasn't Youngmin, it was Jeongmin.

"Hey, heard your sick. You want me to make you some yummy breakfast or something?" He said in his usual happy tone. Kwangmin shook his head slightly and Jeongmin smiled, "Hope you get better then." Then he waved and went off to get ready for his schedule. Next came in Hyoseong and Minwoo. "Hyung..are you going to be okay? You don't look too good." Minwoo felt his forehead too as Hyoseong offered to make some food as well. Again, Kwangmin shook his head and they left.

Donghyun then came in with Youngmin. The sight of Youngmin made Kwangmin a bit happier despite the fact he felt so sluggish inside. Youngmin got the thermometer and popped it into his mouth.

"I don't think your going to be able to go anywhere today with that fever." Donghyun said with crossed arms. Youngmin then realized,

"I'll take care of him!" Kwangmin's eyes got big. Youngmin taking care of him, well of course he's done that before, but not since they were in this relationship.

"What about your schedule then?"

"Every schedule I have is with Kwangmin, if he doesn't show up, why should I?" Kwangmin seemed a little happy that he said this, it made him feel more important. Donghyun sighed,

"I guess, I'll tell our manager when we get there then. Make sure to take care of him well, alright? And don't do any weird things with him that might make you sick, if you understand me."

Of course, he didn't understand him but he nodded anyways. Everyone said bye and get well soon, as Youngmin and Kwangmin were alone. Kwangmin laid in his bed as he thought, Youngmin and me alone... Of course he'd been with him many times but since their relationship he thought of his lips and since last night when Youngmin's hand felt his chest, he couldn't help but want to feel his too. Kwangmin felt dizzy with all his thoughts and tried to sleep when Youngmin had come in to give him some breakfast. He had made rice porridge. He set the bowl down at the side table and got a spoonful, blew so it wasn't too hot and offered it to Kwangmin.

"Ahhh~" Youngmin teased.

Kwangmin squinted, but opened his mouth as a spoonful of warm rice porridge when down his throat. He couldn't help but feel embarrassed, his mom used to do this to both of them when they were little. Youngmin kept feeding him and they smiled. Once he had finished, Youngmin went to go clean up as Kwangmin watched him leave. He felt dizzy, but he wanted to talk with Youngmin more, but he couldn't. He soon drifted off to sleep as Youngmin came in the room and smiled.

 

Kwangmin woke up, warm and felt protected. He thought he was snuggling in one of his pikachu plushies, but he knew this scent. He looked up to see Youngmin's blonde hair, his arms wraped around him and his head was in his chest. He felt so comfy and didn't want to move, but he was startled and made a sound. Youngmin's eyes blinked, and looked down at him.

"Oh, Kwangmin, how are you feeling?" Youngmin had one arm wrapped around him as he was feeling his forehead. They were only a few centimeters away from kissing.

"B-better." Kwangmin studdered, as Youngmin smiled.

"Seems like your fever is going down. That's good.." Youngmin tried to get more comfy as he kept Kwangmin's head in his head as if it were too precious to be seen. Kwangmin blushed, but put his hands on Youngmin's chest. Youngmin smiled and held Kwangmin's head in one hand, and the other around his waist. Youngmin then whispered something in his ear,

"I love you." Kwangmin blushed, then thought, I have to face it..there's no way I can deny the fact that I...

"..I love you too.." Kwangmin blushed as he buried his head in Youngmin's chest. Youngmin was suprised, and was overjoyed. Kwangmin tilt his head back and was face to face with Youngmin. Youngmin leaned in and kissed Kwangmin, he held the back of his head while they were holding hands. They started to move each others mouths first slowly, then a bit faster. It was happening again, Youngmin slowly got up onto of Kwangmin and slided his hand up under Kwangmin's shirt. He didn't want to refuse, he let his hand explore his upper body. Soon his shirt was off his body, and Youngmin slowly went down to Kwangmin's neck. He slowly kissed his neck, as Kwangmin was grabbing onto Youngmin's back. Kwangmin's hands twitched, he slowly slid his hands up Youngmin's shirt, touching his bare back. Youngmin was startled as he started to lick his neck. Kwangmin let out a soft moan, as he pulled off Youngmin's shirt. The room was hot, and it was getting warm between their bodies. Youngmin sucked on his neck as Kwangmin moaned, tightly hugging his hot bare back. As Youngmin was going back up to his lips, they both heard a the front door open. They both froze and quickly got up and put their shirts back on. Kwangmin quickly russled into bed and Youngmin quickly opened the bedroom door to see Donghyun about to knock.

"H-hey Hyung. What are you doing back already?" Youngmin asked nervously with a fake smile. Donghyun looked behind Youngmin to see Kwangmin in bed, then looked down at Youngmin's shirt.

"Your shirt's on backwards." Donghyun pointed out. Youngmin was in panic inside and Kwangmin thought,

Oh god...

       Youngmin stared blankly into Donghyun's eyes. Kwangmin was pretending to feel sleepy, but he was in panic as well.

"Well?" Donghyun waited, when Youngmin quickly thought,

"O-oh, you see, I was just changing into a new shirt cause..cause my old one..I felt like it had to be washed." Youngmin smiled showing his perfect white teeth. Donghyun looked over at Kwangmin again, secretly he suspected something, but decided not to say anything.

"I see. Well, we just stopped by to pick up my phone. Just in case, you know?" Donghyun went over to his room to get his phone. Youngmin felt relieved inside, but Kwangmin didn't think Donghyun actually believed it.

"We'll be gone for another hour, don't make a mess or anything." Donghyun said in his casual tone.

"You got it." Youngmin said happily, he watched Donghyun leave then went back to Kwanmgin.

"Kwangmin, he's-" Youngmin looked over at Kwangmin, to see him sleeping. Youngmin smiled as he gently stroked his brown hair. He tucked him in like a little kid and closed the door to the bedroom.

Kwangmin woke up quietly, rubbing his eyes. He still felt a little tired, he probably wouldn't be tired now if he hadn't been making love with his brother half an hour ago. Somehow, he got out of bed, and peaked outside the door. He sees Youngmin watching Music Bank, he then remembered that their debut stage on M!Countdown was in 2 days. He had almost forgotten, he then thought Youngmin must be watching that to prepare a bit for their debut. He admired his brother and thought that he should work harder then. He took one step as Youngmin turned to see Kwangmin. Youngmin's smile's flashed like white pearls.

"Your up? Are you feeling better?" Youngmin got up to see if he was fine.

"I'm alright." Kwangmin smiled as they walked and sat on the couch. Kwangmin glanced at the TV as Youngmin spoke.

"Nervous for our debut stage?" Kwangmin turned and nodded. "Just a little." Youngmin chuckled.

"You'll be fine." Youngmin put a arm around Kwangmin's shoulder, he looked over at Kwangmin, he was looking at the TV with serious eyes. He was obviously nervous. Youngmin just smiled and they continued to watch together.

 

"We're Back~ Youngmin? Kwangmin?" Minwoo opened the door and looked around to find them sitting on the couch still watching TV.

"Hey, how was your schedule?" Youngmin asked as he and Kwangmin got up and greeted their members.

"It was really tiring..but I get to come home and play with you afterwards!" Minwoo smiled and Youngmin chuckled a bit. Donghyun looked over at them but didn't say anything. Kwangmin was busy talking with Jeongmin about what they were doing in their schedule. Hyunseong casually sat on the couch, they all looked a bit tired, yet they were in good moods.

"Did you guys eat yet?" Donghyun asked going over to the kitchen.

"I made Kwangmin some porriage eariler." Youngmin smiled, Minwoo thought, Did he fed him..? Minwoo shook his head getting the image out of his head.

The evening went by slowly, they all talked and seemed to have a good time. Donghyun would look over at Minwoo sometimes but Minwoo didn't glance back, he was busy playing with Youngmin. They were all excited for their debut, so they decided to sleep early to prepare for their debut in 2 days.

They were asleep, but over Minwoo's head, was Youngmin mouthing the words "Good Night" to Kwangmin, which made him smile. Kwangmin did the same, as Youngmin this time mouthed the words "I love you." Kwangmin blushed as he turned over on his bed. Youngmin smiled and thought he was adorable. The days passed quickly and soon came their debut day.

 

Kwangmin moaned and rubbed his eyes. He got out of bed quickly making sure his cold was gone. He felt great, and looked over to see Youngmin sleeping like a baby. He smiled but made sure not to do anything just in case Minwoo was awake. He opened the door and went to go brush his teeth and wash up. After he came out and Donghyun was walking out from his room.

"Good morning, Hyung." Kwangmin smiled. Donghyun looked at him with uneasy eyes, either from being tired or something was on his mind.

"Are you tired or something?" Kwangmin wondered.

"Tell me Kwangmin, what really happened last afternoon with you and Youngmin?" Donghyun crossed his arms. Kwangmin froze. He knew that their leader wouldn't believe the excuse that Youngmin gave him.

"N-nothing happened, what are you talking about?" Kwangmin tried to speak in a playful tone, but it wasn't really working. Donghyun stared at him.

"Don't lie to me, I could hear you moaning from the door." Kwangmin thought, Crap..what am I going to do..!

"A-ah, well, I felt dizzy so I was moaning cause I was standing..you see but then-"

"Hey, stop lying and tell me what happened."

"Nothing happened!"

"Then why did I see you and Youngmin kissing that other day?" Kwangmin felt a rush of heat go up to his face.

"W-what?"

"I saw you two. At night. You could have at least closed the door or something." Donghyun said as he went into the bathroom.

Kwangmin stood there. He didn't know what he was supposed to do, he wanted to go wake up Youngmin but Minwoo was there too. Donghyun came out a few minutes later to see Kwangmin still standing there, looking at the floor.

"Look, I'm not going to say anything, if you guys like each other, it's okay with me." Kwangmin was startled, "R-really?" Donghyun nodded before heading to the kitchen.

"Just don't do anything serious if we're here." The word serious made Kwangmin wonder, but he nodded.

"Let's go wake up the members then." Kwangmin nodded, he walked over to Jeongmin's and Hyoseung's room. Donghyun went over to Minwoo's and Youngmin's room. He stopped in front of the door to hear voices. Their already up?..Donghyun was about to open the door when he heard Minwoo talking,

"......I love...hyu.." Donghyun thought, He's confessing to Youngmin? "I love you, Hyung"..Donghyun felt sad and angry at the same time. He opened the door quickly, Youngmin and Minwoo's heads turned,

"Good. Your already up." Donghyun said in a flat tone then left for the kitchen.

"What's wrong with him?" Youngmin said, Minwoo shrugged his shoulders. Then Minwoo said, "Glad you understand, but I hope he does." Youngmin nodded. As they both went in the living room to meet up with their members and prepare for the big day ahead of them.

    Boyfriend left in their car and was heading to MCountdown to do their debut performance. It was silent in the car as everyone was thinking about their choerography and going over their lines. Kwangmin was rubbing his hands together, as Youngmin looked over at him and smiled. Donghyun looked over at Minwoo then turned away. Minwoo looked over at Donghyun then looked away. Soon enough, they were at MCoundown, greeting their seniors and other idols. They went into their waiting room and did makeup and changed into their performance outfits. Donghyun grouped everyone up to say something to everyone.

  "Let's do our best, alright?" Donghyun smiled as everyone agreed. Donghyun caught Minwoo's glance before he could turn away. But Donghyun decided to say nothing. Youngmin patted Kwangmin's back and said in his ear,

  "You'll be fine, don't worry. I'll be there with you if you make a mistake." Kwangmin smiled. They were up next and they could hear the fans screaming. That made them a bit happier. Soon enough, their performance started and everything went well. They were all happy, then they had to go change for their next song, "Let's get it started". After that performance, they were done, and thanked everyone and went home.

                         Kwangmin was the last to shower before going to bed, but he stopped when he heard Donghyun's voice. He peaked inside Donghyun's room to see Youngmin and Donghyun whispering things into each other's ears. Kwangmin wondered what was going on but he thought it was nothing. He went into his room to see Minwoo sleeping. Kwangmin quietly went into his bed and checked the time and went to bed.

                         The next few days, everything went fine, they continued their debut performances at Music Bank, Music Core, and Inkigayo. Soon that week was over and they had 4 days till their next performance. Monday, Kwangmin woke up early with Youngmin; They had filming for their weekly sitcom, "All my love". They washed up and changed and went into their car. Kwangmin was tired and Youngmin could see he was going to fall asleep.

  "Sleep on my shoulder." Youngmins said as Kwanmgin looked up at him with his tired eyes. Youngmin smiled gently as Kwangmin did what Youngmin said.

 Youngmin smiled, they didn't really have time to do anything lately with their busy practices and performances. But now they were alone...except their manager driving them, but he of course, just thought it was brotherly love.

   "Kwangmin wake up." Youngmin looked down at Kwangmin, he was still sleeping.

  "Kwangmin! Wake up! We're here!" Youngmin patted Kwangmin, and he slowly opened his eyes.

  "Oh! We're here.." Kwangmin sat up and rubbed his eyes like always. Youngmin and Kwangmin got out of the car and went to go do hair and makeup. Youngmin put on his wig and beanie, while Kwangmin was getting his hair done. They greeted everyone and started filming.

  Everyone else was at the dorm, they had a free day today. Jeongmin and Hyoseung went to go shopping while Donghyun and Minwoo decided to stay home and watch TV. Minwoo felt really awkward staying home with just Donghyun, he usually wouldn't feel this way, but today..

  "Do you want something to eat or anything?" Donghyun said in his normal usual tone. Minwoo shook his head and continued to watch TV even though he had

 no idea what was going on. Donghyun looked at him and thought, This is the perfect time... Donghyun was about to speak when Minwoo spoke too.

  "Oh sorry, do you have something to say?" Minwoo said.

  "Oh no, I mean yes, but what do you have to say?" Donghyun said nervously.

  "Um, Well..Donghyun, I.." Minwoo was sweating, when Donghyun was in high hopes.

  "I..-" Donghyun's cellphone went off, and he picked it up.

  "Hello?"

   "Hyung! I forgot my wallet, can you get it and give it to me in front of our dorm building?" Jeongmin asked.

 Donghyun sighed inside, but said "Okay." He hung up his phone.

  "Jeongmin forgot his wallet, I'll be right back." Minwoo nodded as he stared back into the TV. Donghyun left when Minwoo shoved his face inside a cushion.

 He felt awkward and didn't know whether he should tell him or not anymore..then he wondered,

What did Donghyun need to tell him?

Donghyun came back casually as he looked back to the couch to see Minwoo blanky staring into the TV, holding a pillow. Minwoo didn't look up when Donghyun came in, he was staring into space. Donghyun quietly sat on the couch and looked at Minwoo. He waved his hand in front of his face. Nothing. He then snapped in front of his face. Nothing. Donghyun thought, What could he be thinking about? Donghyun still had something to tell him.

     "Minwoo." Minwoo didn't look up, he was completely blank.

     "Minwoo!" Donghyun then grabbed his hand, Minwoo looked up suprisied.

     "Oh, Hyung. When did you get back?" Minwoo's tone was a bit sad, Donghyun sighed.

     "Listen Minwoo, about what I have to tell you," Donghyun suddenly got nervous.

     "Yes Hyung?" Minwoo wasn't expecting anything, and he didn't notice he was holding his hand.

     "Minwoo," Minwoo's heartbeat suddenly sped up as he just realized the atmosphere. His face quickly got red and his ears too.

     "Minwoo, your the maknae, and I feel like I shouldn't be saying this but," Donghyun stared into his eyes,

     "I can't help but tell you now," Minwoo's heart was about to explode..along with his face.

"I love you."

 Minwoo exploded and suddenly hugged Donghyun like a little kid, Donghyun was suprised at his reaction.

     "Minwoo?"

 Minwoo couldn't find the words to say, he just held tight onto his hyung, he didn't want to let go..Donghyun wrapped his arms around Minwoo. Then they met eyes.

     "Hyung, I love you too!" Minwoo was so happy, he cuddled with Donghyun, they lost track of time, everything seemed as if it stopped. Donghyun then remembered.

     "Minwoo, I..I overheard you and Youngmin the other day, about you loving a hyung..wasn't that to Youngmin?" They were still cuddled up on the couch.

     "Hm? No! I said, "I love, Donghyun"!"

 Donghyun suddenly felt stupid, he felt embarrassed as well, but he smiled anyways. They were both happy, and seemed as if they were in their own little world.

    "We're back!" The rest of the members came in, Minwoo and Donghyun were casually sitting on the couch, as if nothing had happened. Minwoo smiled at Youngmin, Youngmin mouthed "OH." and nodded. Jeongmin and Hyunseung brought back nothing.

      "We just ate lots of food that's all!" Jeongmin said, Hyunseung nodded, but it seemed like they were hiding something. They shrugged, they had recording for their UCCs tommorrow so they decided to go to sleep early. Before going to bed, Youngmin and Kwangmin were talking in their room, Minwoo was fast asleep, probably in dreamland. They talked about their sitcom and their performances..and their relationship. Before turning and going to bed, Youngmin walked up to Kwangmin, and kissed him sweetly. He had been a while since Youngmin had kissed him, Kwangmin was happy. They both said Good Night, and feel asleep.